continuation

so anyways, jessica

love of my life

she's had a troubled past, lots of terrible things have happened to her and i wish i could have been there for them all to protect her, but we only started dating back in january so yea, she's become timid and very self-conscience about herself, but that only makes her more cute and makes me love her even more!

she's seen my dark side because of previous live journal entries but since i met her my mood has been on the rise

i still get depressed sometimes but not as often, she makes me sooo happy, the only time i really get down now is when she is down bu then i try my hardest to get he back in a good mood, yea, its good

if any other time im sad i look at the pics she sent me, i look into those wide beautiful eyes and suddenly everything is ok, i know she'll always be there for me and i know ill always be there for her

i really cant wait for her to visit... i love you jessica!